Lies

If only I am allowed to turn time back, I would grab onto your hand and never ever let go. If only I am allowed to turn time back, I would never ever do that. If only I am allowed to turn time back, I'll just keep it to myself. If only I am allowed to turn time back, I would keep my mouth shut. If only I am allowed to turn time back, I would not have said such things. If only I am allowed to turn time back, I'll slap myself for ever doing such stuffs. If only I am allowed to turn time back, I would not be so arrogant. If only I am allowed to turn time back, I assure you, I promise you, I will be here forever. This is my fight. This is my battle. My colonies have retreated once and for all. I thought that this would last an eternity. But the fact is, it's gone. It vanished into thin air. But what's the use of saying all these? What if I said I needed you back by my side? What if I requested for another chance? What if I asked for your forgiveness? What if I exclaimed that, I regretted? It won't help at all. Not even a tiny bit of it. It goes to show what a jerk I am. It goes to show that, what a whore I am. No one can ever replace you in my heart.. That missing piece of my heart has disappeared since day one. This explains only one fact. An one and only fact. It's impossible. Forever and eternally.
I'm sorry I made life difficult for you.
I never had a friend like you